I have been experiencing through out the years severe depression,heart realeted nproblems ,memory loss,severe?

i have been experiencing very severe legs pain with the inability to walk,heart problems at night,severe weight loss,memory loss, severe depression,heart problems is this a indication i have been poisoined,or have been being poisoined,i have suspicion my wife has been working on a plan as she has been hiding money ,controlling peoples money with a disability and abusing my family,she shows signs of nerveinous and can not stop washing the refridgerator and we are not allowed to be in her house OR EVEN DROP A CRUMB EVEN MY GRAND CHILDREN ARE UNCOMFORTABLE ,she controls and hides all her familys assets as she wipes them on their death bed and hides all there assets ,only disappearing with her girl friends on mysterious trips,i am not even allowed to take my grand child to church to get involve with beautiful other children because she always uses the excuse she has no time to clean when the grand children are with me ,so i moved out to protect my self and i need my grand children away from a possible danger.She may have been poisoining me which has put me in the hospital in psy dept 3 -4 times while she does her roundabouts with her SUPPOSED GIRL FRIENDS.I HAVE QUESTION MY CHILDS DNA FOR 36 YEARS AS WE HAVE ALWAYS CLASHED.I UN EXPEDENDLY WALKED IN TO MY APARTMENT AND FOUND A OTHER LOVER SNEAKING OUT SHORTLY AFTER OUR MARRIAGE AND HE SOME WHAT RESEMBLES THE ONE THAT WALKED OUT ON MY UNEXPECTED LEAVE FROM WORK.HE IS VERY HUSKY LIKE HERAND I QUESTION THE OTHERS ,HER MOTHER HAS DONE THE SAME THING AND NOW SHE IS UNDER CONTROL OF MY WIFE,MY SON LIES IN SEVERE PARANODDELUSION AND SHE CONTROLS THE LITTLE OFTHE 800.00 OPER MONTH DISABILITY BENIFIT HE RECIEVES AND TAKES HALF AND CONTROLS HER MOTHERS MONEY AND MEDICATION AS SHE DOES MY SONS.SHE HIDES HER FATHERS STOCK INSURANCE FROM OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS AND HAS USED ALL MY SAVINGS TRAVELING NOW SAYING EVERY THING IS HERS NOW BECAUSE I SPEND ALL MY MONEY ON AND ON AND ON .I HAVE BEEN ON TO HER AND HAVE TRYIED TO CHANGE HER WAYS BECAUSE SHE WALKED IN TO MY LIFE JUAT AFTER MY MOM DIED FROM ALCHOLISM WHEN I WAS 17 AND BETWEEN THAT TIME MY DAD WAS SUFFERING FROM CANCER ,I THOUGHT SHE WAS MY SAVIOR BECAUS I WAS A LOST SOLE BUT SHE IS THE DEVIL IN DISGUISE .I NEED HELP ,MY GRAND KIDS ARE NOT SAFE ,HER MOTHER IS SUFFERING HER SINS FROM CHEATING AND STEALING AND MY CHILDREN ARE BEING DECEIVE.SHE ALWAYS USED THE EXCUSE AND HAD ME ADMITTED TO PSY .ONCE SHE ABUSED ME SO BAD I HAD NO ESCAPE AND WENT DONE THE CELLER AND SHOT MY SELF IN THE HEAD BUT GOD WAS WITH ME HE JUST WAITED FOR HER TURN I AM THE HARDEST WORKER KNOW TO MANKIND ,WITH IDES PATENTS AWARDS AND SHE ALWAYS TELLS ME I AM UGLY,USELESS,POOR WAGE EARNER,WE HAVE TRAVELED THE WORLD OWNED 3 NEW HOMES,SAT WITH CEO AT THE ROUND TABLE I USED ALL MY STOCKS ,SHE PUSHED ME TO BE FIRST IN LINE TO GRAG MY PATERNAL FAMILY ASSETS .IT IS QUITE OBVIOIS.BUT SHE STILL LETS HER MOTHER LAY USUALLY ON THE COUCH FOR 7 YEARS VIN MY HOME NEVER LIFTING A HAND ,NOW WITH THE INNABILITY TO EVEN WALK ,NEVER REACH THE SHITTER,BUT WIPES UP AFTER MOM AND ABUSES HER OWN FAMILY AND GRANDCHILDREN.I BROKE HER READING GLASSES THE OTHER NIGHT AND SHE WENT BALLISTITS TELLING ME NEVER TO TOUCH ANY THING OF HERS AGAIN SO I AM ON TO HER AND NOW LIVING COMFORTABLE IN A HOTEL ROOM WATCHING HER WRIGGLE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AS I HAVE SUFFERED MONTHS AT THE TIME.I CALL HER CAUGHT AND WIGGLE